Seasons Of My Soul

Rumer Seasons Of My Soul Lyrics
1.Am I Forgiven ?

I lost my heart
I didn't know what to do
I was so caught in misunderstanding, I
Took it all out on you
'Cause I didn't like the words
(I didn't like the words)
I didn't like the words

I lost my heart
I sat on my window and looked out and
Watched the rain wash down the street
Oh, will the sun rise?
Like the birds that fly over
Rising up through the trees

Will you be there for me?
(Will you be there for me?)
Will you belong to me?
(Will you belong to me?)

Am I forgiven?
Am I forgiven?
Am I forgiven?
Am I forgiven?

'Cause I didn't like the words
(I didn't like the words)
I didn't like the words
If I should let you go
There would be nothin'
And silently
Love would be ????
And I could begin again
Can we begin again?

Am I forgiven?
Am I forgiven?
Am I forgiven?
Am I forgiven?

Am I forgiven?
('Cause I didn't like the words)
Am I forgiven?
Am I forgiven?
Am I forgiven?

Am I forgiven?
('Cause I didn't like the words)
Am I forgiven?
Am I forgiven?
Am I forgiven?

Am I forgiven?
Am I forgiven?
Am I forgiven?
Am I...


2.Come To Me High

Come to me high
Come to me restless
Come to me cold
Come to me helpless
Defenceless
When you're on your own
(When you're alone in your room)

???? is here at your ????
But, darling, love is just one of those things you have to ask
for

Come to me high
Come to me restless
Come to me cold
Come to me helpless
Defenceless
When you're on your own

I see ????
Just like the sun, can't touch the moon
Give me ???? given to me
And forget the way down
Forget the way ????


3.Slow

Lyricist:Rumer
Writer(s):Rumer

You make me want to sing about love
Every time I raise my head
You make me want to tell the whole world
What I've found is good

Then they say
Slow
Slow this right down
Don't burn it out
Don't let it show
Slow
Oh, but my heart is racing
To hold your gaze and
Let it go

My love, my love, my love
Killin' time is easy when you're here
From dreams I've seen you before
You're so familiar
(You're so familiar)
And everywhere I go
Hear me calling for your love

'Cause if it's you
I will disarm you
And if it's you
Do you know how to calm me down?
Oh, let me sleep
In your arms, then I won't hear them singing

Slow
Slow this right down
Don't burn it out
Don't let it show
Slow
Oh, but my heart is racing
To hold your gaze then
Let it go

You make me want to sing about love
Even though you don't wanna know
You make me want to tell the whole world
But I know
You don't like it
You don't like it
You don't like it

Slow
Slow this right down
(You're so familiar)
Slow
Slow this right down
(You're so familiar)
Slow
Slow this right down
Slow
Slow this right down...


4.Take Me As I Am

Is there a place where all that I've lost
Will be returned to me?
And is there a day the souls that I pray to
Are coming back for me?

Don't tell me it's all right
It'll never be all right
Why don't you come, why don't you come back?
I need a love that's unconditional
Why don't you try to understand?
Why don't you come, why don't you come back?
If this love is unconditional, why don't you take me as I am?
Just take me as I am

The love that I seek, is it hidden beneath
A wound that won't bleed?
Look, is there something you want?
Is there something you need from me?
'Cause I tell you now, these hands are empty
And it aches in my bones to be here on my own without it
Watching the love that I'm craving
Getting further away from all that I wanted

So don't tell me it's all right now
It'll never be all right
Why don't you come, why don't you come back?
I need a love that's unconditional
Why don't you try to understand?
Why don't you come, why don't you come back?
If this love is unconditional, why don't you take me as I am?
Just take me as I am

If you look in my eyes
You'll see sorrow rising and falling
Oh, 'cause the love that I'm craving's
Getting further away from all that I wanted


5.Aretha

I got Aretha in the morning
High on my headphones and walking to school
I got the blues in springtime
'Cause I know that I'll never have the right shoes

Momma, she'd notice, but she's always crying
I got no one to confide in
Aretha, nobody but you
And Momma, she'd notice, but she's always fighting
Something in her mind and it sounds like breaking glass

I tell Aretha in the morning
High on my headphones and walking to school
I got the blues in springtime
'Cause I know that I'll never have the right shoes

You got the words
Baby, you got the words
You got the words
Baby, you got the words

Aretha
Aretha, I don't wanna go to school
'Cause they just don't understand me
And I think the place is cruel
Child
Singer, raise your voice
Stand up on your own
Go out there and strike out

I tell Aretha in the morning
High on my headphones and walking to school
I got the blues in springtime
'Cause I know that I'll never have the right shoes
But I got the words


6.Saving Grace

I was running out of cafe conversation
I was weary of fashion parade
And it seems like there's a whole lot of people
From out of town 'round here these days
And in the streets, the preachers say
'If you wanna go to Heaven, why don't you walk this way?'

All day I prayed for 5 o' clock
I'm thinking maybe I should quit this job
And as the lights turn on the corner, I see your face
And I light up like a child

'Cause you are the one who makes me see
You are my saving grace
You make me want to make me want to become
Become better

'Cause when you walked in, you truly changed my world
When you take my hand, you make me strong
And when I'm weary, I don't have to explain myself
When I crawl the stairs, you let me rest

I never thought I'd ever see the sun again
Bitterness was beating down my door
Now I'm picking up the telephone, I read your name
And I light up like a child

'Cause you are the one who makes me see
You are my saving grace
You make me want to make me want to become
Become better

'Cause when you walked in, you truly changed my world
When you take my hand, you make me strong
And when you want me, I'll be there, you know I will
Just take my hand and I'll make you strong


7.Thankful

It's the first breath of springtime
And a warm wind picks up the fallen blossom
And sails in circles down the street

A lady cycles passed with her hair in braids
As they're pulling down the audience to the train station cafe

I'm alive and I'm thankful for this time
I'm alive and I'm thankful for this time

6 o' clock summer afternoon
Next door's kids are playing in the yard
I'm doing the dishes out the window and the radio's playing
superstar
And the sun falls down
On the garden next door
Two young boys are fighting till a woman appears the door

And the fires and the fog and fallen leaves
All under October sky
You walked me home in the cold after closing time
As the leaves rushed by

How I want to be loved
How I need to be loved
Now that I've found you
I'd do anything for you

In the forest of angels
That's where we laid you down
And I can hear you whisper when the first frost falls on the
ground

You're alive, just be thankful
For this time
You're alive, just be thankful
For this time


8.Healer

Sometimes I feel so temporary
Just like these stars
Did somebody say they might not even be there anyway?
I lie awake and think of all the time it might take
To reach them
Where did you go?
It's always, 'I don't know, I don't know'

Carry me over if you're a healer
'Cause I don't know how long I'm gonna be here
Tear me down, could you save my soul?
Give me a reason to carry on

Sometimes I feel so temporary
Just like those summer days
If I close my eyes, I can hear you laughing
And time is a friend when broken hearts are trying to mend
Like this one
If I close my eyes, I can feel you're with me

Carry me over if you're a healer
'Cause I don't know how long I'm gonna be here
Tear me down if you can spare my soul
Give me a reason to carry on...
Carry on


9.Blackbird

Warm as the sun
You were the one who outshone me
In the darkness, everyone went away
You were the one who adored me

And it's so hard to say goodbye to you
So hard when I want to carry you everywhere, everywhere
So I don't forget
I'll carry you everywhere, everywhere
So I don't forget

But there's a blackbird singing
How long have you been hiding?

Lost in the rain
You always prayed you would find a way
We were watching old movies in
Our little technicolour hideaway

And on that soft screen
The beautiful ladies were movie queens
They'd glide on the floor singing melodies
Melodies that I can't forget
Oh, love's sweetest reverie
Melodies that I can't forget

But there's a blackbird singing
How long have you been hiding?

We've been through so much
We've been through everything together
We've been through so much
We've been through everything together

But there's a blackbird singing
How long have you been hiding?
How long have you been hiding?


10.On My Way Home

Full of sorrow, I must've followed you here
Stood at the gates of Heaven, I watched you disappear
Now I hear you say
'It's time to walk away'
But how can I when I don't know my way home from here?

Out of nowhere, I'm on the side of the road
I must've cut my heart out
I must've sold my soul
As I turn my weary head toward the desert sky
As your last light faded from you
And I knew I was lost

I was on my way, on my way
On my way home
I was on my way, on my way
On my way home

When I was hiding from the storms, you heard me calling out
Where were you?
With every demon on the road, you had me crying out
Where were you?
You know I've searched the stars
I don't know where you are

Oh, on my way, on my way
On my way home
Oh, on my way, on my way
On my way home

When I wake up, I see a fire red sky
And I get my down on my knees and praise in disbelief
As this beauty lay before my eyes
And it feels so strong
And it feels so ????

Oh, my God; oh, my God
I am yours
Oh, my God; oh, my God
I am yours


11.Goodbye Girl

All your life, you've waited
For love to come and stay
And now that I have found you, you must not slip away
I know it's hard believing
The words you've heard
But, darling, you must trust them just once more

'Cause, baby, goodbye doesn't mean forever
Let me tell you, goodbye doesn't mean we'll never be together
again
If you wake up and I'm not there, I won't be long away
'Cause the things you do, my goodbye girl, will bring me back to
you

I know you've been taken
Afraid to hurt again
You fight the love you feel for me instead of giving in
But I can't wait forever
Helping you to see
That I was meant for you and you for me

'Cause, baby, goodbye doesn't mean forever
Let me tell you, goodbye doesn't mean we'll never be together
again
Though we may be so far apart, you still have my heart
So forget your past, my goodbye girl, 'cause now you're home at
last

Let me tell you, goodbye doesn't mean forever
Let me tell you, goodbye doesn't mean forever
Let me tell you, goodbye doesn't mean forever
Let me tell you, goodbye doesn't mean forever